Thank you very much for the question.There is no permanent home  in existence.A Home is  a place of no  natural or supernatural or manipulated  stress or disaster of any kind .Otherwise,we have Houses and not Homes .
 Having Houses, they are liable to shiftment. To me, what really matters is not the nuber of years I`ve lived in a house ,but how happy I `ve lived in it .Having in mind that one year unhappiness can shorten ones life-span .
So I suggest to always make a shift whenever things are not what they seem to be. There is nothing to shame about . okey ? ya ! good .

Well, I love  myself. I always  take  proper care of my self, to the best I can at each point in time.
As  for  gifts, the  best  gift  to myself is SELF CONTROL AND RESPECT .
IN AS MUCH AS I OWE NOBODY EXPLANATIONS OF MY CONDUCTS, SO LONG AS IT`S NOT CONTRAL TO THE GORVERNING LAWS ,but, I resist the  temptation of  doing  things ``AS YOU LIKE IT``( SHEARSPEAR).
DO NOT DO EVERYTHING AS YOU LIKE IT .CONSIDER OTHERS .

ONE  THE OWFUL COINCIDENCE I HAVE  COME  ACROSS IN THE MOST RECENT  TIME  IS ;I was  complaing to my sister that my Husband  was flirting  too much  to my  unhappiness , not  knowing that  she  was the  all women .when  it  came to light, she  defended herself saying: I AM YOU , YOU ARE  ME .waaoo !!! you wanna I mean ?

I LOVE  HAVING  NEW FRIENDS .
PERO, GOOD ONES .NOBLES . THOSE WHOM I CAN TRUST AND  FEEL AT HOME  WITH, OTHERWISE ,BETTER ALONE THAN TO CAUSE PROBLEMS TO ME .

my family are  very near-far from  me.

Your belive as a child was not falso .The Moon really  follows  you in a special way, in a special view point .It  just like wondering if God follows you around ? Of course  he does .
At times I feel ashamed , knowing  fully  well that God  sees all my  actions, while I am not seeing him , even to  know  his gestures towards  them . Until I learnt a special  way of  communicating with him .
I will not  disclose  it to you.`cos`, it`s very  special to him,and however, you may not be able to obey  the  rituals  involved .Knowing that  serving  God , demands a great deal of  sacrifices and total self  abandonment  to  his  ordens .
As  a child , I belived that I `` must `` know  everybody before I  DIE ( if  at  all, I must  die ) .
Well, now  that I am growing old , I came to realise, that , my quest to knowing all before passing away, was out of my infinit LOVE for the World .
But God`s WILL most always be done .

It is a fact that God created everything .
It is truly the  truth  that he love not all .
We may  not  whole heartedly  accept  this fenomena, pero , certain FACTS are proving  it to be TRUE  Which is the truth .
YOU CAN GIVE US Examples of this truthful fact .

I DO NOT THINK THAT  I am obliged to speak to anyone I met on my way .
I am not good at greetings .Especially , when I do not have anything in common to do with the individual concerned .This does not mean that I hate people , no.I care, only when it is necessary .
The last person I passed -by without greeting or speaking to him / her is , are , all that I meet and met on my way .
But , if I must ask ; What are the essence of all these bombaring of questions ?
For months now , I have been busy only answering questions .
Should I ask you some please ?

Why  are some  people not equally  oppotuned, even when  they participate on the same endevour ?

I AM  AT THE AGE WHERE QUESTIONS  ARE BEEN ASKED .

WHEN i AM FEELING DOWN , I MEDITATE ON YOUR QUESTIONS. WONDERING IF ANYTHING GOOD MAY COME OUT OF THEM .

Have you anything better ?

My  horizon look like an endless  blue - skied   fermehent ,full of Hope, enthuziasim , and   prosper .

The natural blue  colour gives it  an everlasting  flash -back of  QUITETUDNESS .

As a child,I spent most of my holidays with my senior sister, in her matrimonial home .
As a teneeger ,I spent  the whole of my time in the school campus,During the holidays,with the Marist Brothers ( Reverend Brothers ) .
Late adolecent,of 21,Ifinished my higher education and Istarted work at the age of 22years.The same,I got married .At 23, I had a baby.At  24, I joined my husband to Italy.
At 26,another baby.At 28,another baby.
At 29,seperation .
At 30, to Spain .
Now ,I AM IN SPAIN.
Pues, who did I spend most of my time with

Healing is cure .When a wound is cured,the stech-mark is usually seen.Healing in relation to forgiving or letting go ,is like starting afresh without the existed problem.But ,the strech-mark of the existed problem is always there.It calls for a matured Mind to over-look the strech-mark of passed problems,especially, when the pains caused where so painful .
Healing is making anew ."He shall make the face of the Earth anew ."
The Earth has so offended God that His hatred to the Earth makes the Face of the  Earth ugly .To cure, forgive or let go the offence of the Earth, a sacrifice was done - The death of Christ .Which, remembering his sufferings,gives way for forgiveness of  sins .He bought the Earth with a very expensive exchange of Life ,which enable Him to be able to love it once again.That is why "His coming,shall make the Face of the Earth anew ."

The infinite Love of God makes me alive .I BELIVE,THAT NOBODY LIVES BY HIS PERSONAL WILL,IF NOT BY THE SPECIAL GRACE OF GOD .

My studies is the most opportunity I`M FACING AT PRESENT.And I am very happy about it .
Thank you .

The last secret I told is no longer a secret .
Telling my last secret,means that I no longer have a secret .Well,if I must ,without secret, just for your salvation ,it`s alright .

My  open secret  to eternity : ( God ),I really do not know how to say it .
Do you prefer my drawing it ?
PRAYER .

I have never felt older than I should,instead,I fell younger.Although, at times friends wish you are older than you should or you appear, but as for me , I am younger than my  mind feels .
I FEEL OLD WHEN I AM WITH OLD PEOPLE VISA  - VI .

To the Newspaper, I wish to include, if not yet included,the utmost need to be real in all your endeavours.

I AM IN MY WORLD .My World of solitarity .Pondering on my deeds,actions,thoughts,what I should have done and what I shouldn`t have done .What some People should have done to me and what they shouldn`t have done to me .

Totally in thought .

Being peaceful to all and sundry.Nature made it clear that ,to extend peace,you must be in peace within your self.What I have ,is what I GIVE.

The  fact I am considered an adult means that I am the architect of my hanging, in any circunstance of  life.The "point" I made  in the morning is still as I LEFT IT UNTILL I MAKE ANOTHER CHANGE.
Who tell the World to move  or rotate ? of course no body.So , likewise ,I make my bed as it sorts me .

This is a very sincer question .To the little idea of my knowledge, I think  A SAINT is one  who dedicates himself to the service and Love of  "Humanity" for the sack of Obedience to God.
It does not really entail that he must be  PRIEST, OR SO DEADLY RELIGIOUS.Just a common person like you and I, who keeps no stone unturn ,in the service of God through Love ,charitable and solidarity to God`s creatures.
KEEPING THE GOLDEN LAW OF " DO UNTO OTHERS AS YOU WISH THEM DO UNTO YOU .
I think that is it all about !.

"YOU mean falling in Love ? or falling for weakness ? or falling into sin ?or Stumbling over a "STONE",THEN on the floor ?

 Well, all are "FALLING".
I FALL VERY OFTEN ,BASED ON MY UNDERSTANDING OF FALLING, OF ANY OF THE ABOVE MENTIONED .
But if I must be concrete, Let`s talk about falling for weakness of will power( sin ).
This is very often in the life of every christain.As fallings are good .Yes ,it is good for a christian to fall. Tha`s an evidence of Walking or Runnig.A " walking or Running christian is a faithful christian"Tha`s why he falls at times.And it`s encouraging.if as a christian,you do not fall, then either you are a Lame christian or that you are not a christian .
SO  FALLING IS GOOD FOR A PRACTISING CHRISTIAN,BUT,I SAY BUT,LET YOU FALLING BE FOR YOUR UP GROWING,SO THAT YOU DON`T FALL AGAIN OVER THE SAME ISSUE .okey ! good.

SO DO NOT FEEL BAD OF YOUR FALLING, RATHER,LEARN,GROW AND BE STONGER.You are improving.Ya! Hip -hip -HURRAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FOR FALLING.
CONGRATULATIONS  FOR YOUR FALL .